likes cool stuffs.
hates being bored.
into horror and gore films.
Today I think I have given up. I’m still not sure.. Maybe its just my emotions that distracts my mind..the way I think and the way I see things. I’m in trouble with myself right now, I can’t even put up a happy face..everytime I stop I just break down and cry. It is breaking me into pieces, it makes me weak.. It kills me.
All my patience, faith and strength are all gone now. I’m still lucky that I can still manage to help myself calm even just a little bit. I don’t even expect people to comfort me because im the one who usually do that to people. Yeah I guess..its actually my job. But..what about me this time? I’m always the one who helps, always the one who understands, always the one who gives and always the one who seems to care. I feel like im in an empty space..my soul is lost..dont know where to go..what to do..when to stop sailing in a vast thought.. I guess its just myself now. No one can’t seem to understand me. Or maybe its just hard to explain..hard to express ..or maybe there is nothing to express… Because I am EMPTY.